BITCH IS THIRSTY

My bitch is thirsty

Here he comes looking into my lap 

Good animal
Look at the state you are in
Poor thing
It’s ok
I have what you need
I’m a juicy little thing
Come closer
Take a big drink
Use your face
Drink everything
There is more
Bitch is thirsty
There is always more 

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THIS MORNING

Done until I limped
Into the sun
Every man looked at me 

So curious 

I think they could smell me 

Smell what he did
How I liked it
They wanted a bit 

 

There was light in everything 

Inner light – clear
Not normally visible
Like what I saw in him 

My Prince
Light in the trees 

Leaning in
They could smell me too 

Raw like them
Raw as nature is 

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TAKE MY HAIR

Take my hair
Like before
Take me into the woods 

Drag me into the woods 

I want to kiss you 

 

Put me against that tree 

Wet morning tree
Use your other hand now 

I'm helpless 

Hand in my dress
Captured by a bad man 

Nobody for miles
I'm going to get molested 

And leave my knickers there 

For the perverts 

 

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MARKING

There is something there
Urge
After the scent I'm marking frantic 

I'm waiting
Walking
Waiting
Walking
Like he is
Marking
And I hear a dog cry
Outside my window
Sounds like my soul
Sounds like limbo
Sounds wrong
But he can't break it
And I can't either
I'm trying
My body is long – stretched
In his maul
And my teeth are grinding
Into jawbone 

 

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THE PIT

Back in the pit
A man's belt around my neck 

Me and nothing
And him
It's all I want
And semen
To fill every crack
In my being 

 

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I WALK

Half-flower 

Half-drug
Magnet to musk
I will taste the nectar 

The juice is dark
In its sweetness I will be Eve 

I will become perfume
As he injects
Eyes roll back
In peace
Bound in the mercy I granted 

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ENOUGH.

There it slid
Finally out of me 

Still sparkling
I shook it off my feet 

Walked back 

Watched it darken 

Slither apart
And harden